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I am crazy, athletic, and well, a nerd! I believe you have got to live life to it's fullest, so that is exactly what I am doing! Having a blog is only one of the things on my very, very, VERY long list! :)

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Saturday, April 17, 2010

He is ________________.

4/17/10

Dear Diary,
I have mentioned it before if I am not mistaken, that I am truly and totally in love with him.
To me he is:
My Love
My Life
My Joy
My Weakness
My Strength
My Comfort
My Light House
in the pitch
black sea
My Hope
My everything and everyone,
He is the one for me.
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.Iget to see him every day at school, plus I sit next to him! How much better can life get!!
             Love,
                  Justine<3

Sunday, April 11, 2010

A Blurry Image


4/11/10


Dear Diary,
I awoke from my dream with a sudden gasp. His kiss have left me breathless, though it was just a small, but loving peck. I had loved it. But, I wanted it to last longer. I looked up to see the boy who had kissed me. It wasn't the one I that I had longed a kiss from.It was someone else. I didn't know who. His face was a blurry image. I couldn't make out his face. He wasn't the one I loved. I didn't love this person. I have a longing for someone else.I didn't even know him. Though, at the same time, it felt right. How could I be falling for him? I loved someone else! I couldn't be falling for someone else......Right?


                    Love,
                    Justine<3

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Crush

4/10/10


Dear Diary,
"Do you ever think, when your all alone, how much we could be, where this crush could go? Am I crazy or fallin in love? Is it really just another crush?"
Think about the lyrics. Now do you get the picture? Every little crush turns out to be something, whether it's what you wished for, or what you could want least of everything in the world. Live, Laugh, Love. These are the words I think of when I feel like I'm falling for him. I live my life chasing him; I laugh at all his jokes; and I love the way everything just seems to disappear when I'm with him. I think of him, and everything's okay. When I close my eyes I drift away. I love him, his laugh, everything about him. he's perfection in itself. I'm still far from having him though. I don't know where to start. But I'll get there. What can I say? He has the key to my heart (even if he dosen't know it yet) and I don't plan on asking for it back anytime soon.


                                          Love,
                                          Justine<3

Sunday, April 4, 2010

Dreams

4/04/10

Dear Diary,
Ever had a dream so good,so real,that when you woke up,you were dissapointed to find that you were stilll in this world? I know lots of people have, including me.When I think of dreams I think of escapment from this world. I think of my second life;my better one.Ever see the movie "Coriline?"Well my dreams are just like when Coriline escapes to the "button eyed" world.Weel it's the same except for all that extra stuff about how much in danger she is and all that. But the thing that scares me is when I have a really good dream.Dreams fade and sometimes you never see them again.That' why they say things like,"Live the dream!" or "Make it last!" or "Live life to the fullest." But sometimes,dreams find there way into the real world. But....that's not always a good thing.
                 Love, 
                 Justine<3

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Fairytale VS. Nightmare

4/03/10

Dear Diary,
"Once upon a time" are words heard very often. I'm willing to bet anything that everyone reading this has at least ONCE heard these words. When children are young and are told fairytale's, they begin to think they will grow up with their life the same as a fairytale. But this is reality, and there are no "Once upon a time's" and "Happily ever after's." The only things from fairytale's that can be found in the real world are:witches,misfortuans,and sudden dooms.But these aren't fairytale's....these are nightmares. But sometimes,on occasion, people will get that much wanted happy ending. So tell me,is your life a fairytale or your worst nightmare?
          Love,
          Justine<3

Three Different Kinds of People

4/02/10


Dear Diary,
Some people were made for success, and,well, others weren't. Take that from someone like me,someone who has been in a school full of strange,horrible,and plain out scary monsters.In my school, if you were meant for success,then everything would just come naturally.You would even have a crowd of followers.The "meant-for-success girls" would be invited to every party and would be the hot topic at school, and would be every boys' crush. So then there are people who were downright born to go nowhere. These people already KNOW that they WERE NOT meant for success.They are the loners. It's weird though. They're loners, but they like to hang out together. And then finally people like me:people who are kind of in the middle. On one hand, they want to be succssessful, but on the other, they honestly don't care. They know who their real frinds are anf know how to handle the harsh comments that come toward them. So, you might think you know who you are, so think again.

                  Love,
                  Justine<3